confused..again?!

hmm.matragal na dn ung last post ko dito ah.anyway it feels good to be bac kasi im here to tell these rthings which i could not say to any body or perhaps because the persons i intend to tell these are not here. hmm. i just don't know what to feel right now. today as i am posting in this blog. i should have been entering my socio class but then i have this feeling taht i won't be able to perform well today in class so i prefered to skip them. galing ng rason no?well.ganun tlga. hindi ko lang alam ang dapat maramdaman ngayon. ikaw ba naman paiawasan sa isang taong mahalaga sayo dahil lang sa iisipin ng iba. well. not a new story at all pero mas mahirap nga lang ngayon. ganito kasi. last week. nov. 20 to be exact. naging close ako bigla sa isang taong mataga q ng kilala pero never q xang nakausap nung high school. eh tapos etoo bigla kaming nagkausap.hmm/i know i know this does not sound good kaya nga parang im choosing over the idea of putting a distance between us before anything happens. nadiscover ko na all this time takot na akong makasakit poa ng tao.hmm. ayaw ko naman tlga yun but then its like i have this talent of doing that. mahirap nga eh kasi ok naman kami. i just don't know whta to do. i don't know whta would happen and what would be the ending of this. malay ko ba. hainaku