sana nasa UP ako..

this was the line i keep saying during the first year of my college life in ateneo.and everytime people would hear me say this line they would always say na they can feel my frustrations and disappointments even though they really do not know the whole story.well,like djai and lanz we have always wished we are studying in manila because we really think we deserve to have such privilege of studying in that level of schooling.well, fate did not become so kind for us that is why we are here obviously. sabi ko nun kung nasa manila ako i should be taking up Chemical Engineering which i really like. i should be solving equations and formulas today rather than memorizing the stages of managerial decisions and all.well, atleast ngayon i am a polsci student na and i am really loving my course for it also reflects my personality and all.second, sabi ko kung nasa manila ako bwelo ako.maung curfew.luwas kung nuarin gusto.no need na magpaaram and all.i will live by myself.ganun lang.third kung nasa manila ako sana hindi kami nagkagulo nung dati kong "bestfriend".hmm.lagi ko talaga itong sinasabi sa sarili ko pero eto na ako.nasa ateneo.

well, nakamove on naman na talaga ako sa line na yan.the point why i am blogging this sentiment is because i would like to thank the lord for NOT allowing me to go to school in manila.take note.THANK HIM FOR NOT ALLOWING ME HA.bakit?simple lang.KUNG NASA MANILA AKO, MAKIKILALA KO BA SI MS. BRIONES?MALAMANG HINDI DI BA?:)hmm.yeah.this is all about her na naman.pero lately kasi i have been finding reasons why im becoming like this.sabi nga ni alex,sabi nga ni djai,sabi nga ni ate she,sabi nga ni pongs,at sabi nga ng lahat, malala na ang tama ko.malala na nga.malala na talaga.

so yun nga.kahit alam na ng lahat at alam niya na rin, malala na talaga ang tama ko.actually, habang nagbblog ako nagtext xa. "avestruz, thank u pala.." i do not know in particular kung bakit siya nagtext ng ganun.wala man pati akong load ngayon kaya hindi ko talaga siya matanong.inisip ko, this has been one of the ordinary days that we have been together.kya napaisip talaga ako.well, nagbago na nga pala ang context ko when it comes to ordinary day.an ordinary day is a day na magkasama kami at masaya.ganun.i guess every day is worth thankung for kasi magkasama kami.un lang.kaya apakiramdam ko i am really the one who should be thanking her.kasi ako yung pumasok at nanggulo sa buhay niya but then everything is working at it should be.everything is falling into its place.everything is perfect.kaya yan, THANK YOU MS. BRIONES KO!:)

mabuti na lang wala ako sa UP.eto na ang linya ko..:)