it does not matter

april 17, 2011

the day i have been waiting for. the day i never expected would come as early as now. the day when everything went in your way. the day when only it's her you see. the day that changed a lifetime.

"there is a time for everything.." this has been the story of my past week. i have shared all my frustrations during the past week with ate renee. and this is all she said. she believes there is always a right time for everything. well, i really believe in this line. but not as much as now. after a week of disappointment, the day i have been waiting for finally arrived. in the most unexpected date, in the most unexpected scenario. i just do not know how to react. what to say. i just smiled and held her hand and made her feel she won't regret anything. the silence was all over the place. it was only me and her inside the crowd. it was only the two of us who understands each other. i do not know exactly what she meant. all i know was we are happy. ganito na kami kasaya ngayon na hindi na maaaring ikumpara pa sa kahit ano. kala ko sa fairytale lang or sa movies lang nangyayari ang ganito, well hindi pala.pwede pala siya sa totoong buhay. no one knows the future for future is equated with uncertainty. but if future is equated with uncertainty plus you, then i would not fear anything as long as i have you.it does not matter if we are not in the norms of the society. it does not matter if we are the only ones who understand this kind of set up. it does not matter if it was a yes. it does not matter as long as i have you. im ready for anything. thank you so much faith. you know how much you have made me happy. you know how much you mean to me. i will always love you :)